i had a good chat with Mistress last night, She is so understanding.
To earn a treat i had to receive 1o spanks each with the paddle on my ass, chest and legs, plus candle wax on my chest and balls. It really hurt my balls but i was gaged so i didn't make that much noise. im glad to suffer this for my Mistress. Mistress also wanted me to demonstrate my licking of Her feet by licking one of my boots, which was very unpleasant but the thought of really licking my Mistress's feet made it possible.

i watched a movie on tv today that made me cry, it was not a great movie, good story though. Maybe i was just emotional, but i enjoyed it.